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Name: Sarah
Country: United States
State: Indiana
Metro: Kokomo
Birthday: 9/3/1981
Gender: Female
Interests: Reading-Self-help, educational books. I like to read books and make a non-school report so I can remember what the book was about and what I like about it.
Television-Some of my favorite shows are Survivor, CSI, Grey's Anatomy, Las Vegas and One Tree Hill. I love to watch Nascar, Bull Riding, the Colts & only the Colts. Thank God for DVR. There is no way I have enough time to watch these shows when they are on.
Art/Drawing-Anything that I can be creative at i love doing.
Writing-Poetry. The love of my life. I just never do it anymore. It is my one way to express my feelings. Or i can write kick-butt letters!
Occupation: Social Worker
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  sunny937
Yahoo:  sbfearnow
Member Since:
11/2/2005
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| Dont fall over Leslee, i really did put a new post up today. I just felt it was time to start journaling again because there is just so much stuff building up in my head that sometimes its best when i get it out...only to fill up my head even more.
As you know, its almost been a year since my dad passed away. It has definitely been a challenging year and i continue to learn more about myself on a daily basis. I have learned more about what i want and dont want in a relationship and i wont settle. I sometimes wonder if he's out there, then i sometimes wonder if i have met him or not.
Thanks to this really great guy, i have rediscovered my passion of working with the homeless. I have a lot of things im thinking about...as far as what to do with working with them. Im keeping my eyes out for a job that would be working with the homeless.
Anyways, i am off to bed now...i have to get up early and work on my paperwork due to the fact that the colts game was so great that i didnt get any work done 
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| here are some of my pictures :) i know its not that big, but click on it and i think it will get a little bigger.
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| Today has been a rough day for me. I am not sure why and I guess it has to do with dad not feeling well. He has pain throughout his body and his swelling has come back again. I came home from school to check in on him and on the way home i just couldn't help but to cry. Then of course I analyzed why I was crying and it was because I just don't know what I would/will do when my dad passes away. I also felt was able to not only see it, but feel him dying. It was an odd and overwhelming feeling that I have never had nor thought to have.
Yeah we haven't had the greatest of relationships, but he's my dad and for him not to see me accomplish the things in life that I want him to see breaks my heart. I have three wishes, 1. He will see me graduate from college (in April) 2. Walk me down the isle at my wedding 3. See my first child. It scares me to think that he won't even be there for my graduation.
The death of someone we know always reminds us that we are still alive
- perhaps for some purpose which we ought to re-examine. ~Mignon
McLaughlin
My day continued to just stay long and well rough. I called my sister up and just cried on the phone with her. It has just really been a bad day.
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"For a kiss to be really good, you want it to mean something, you want it to be with someone that you cant get out of your head. So that way when your lips finally touch you feel it everywhere. The kiss so hot and so deep you never want to come up for air" Grey's Anatomy  | | |
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